Fuck Buddy or Fucked me?

I am write this after a long time. I know was busy but busy with what?date,party or fucking around or all of them….really don’t know….many changes in life I lost my hair and gained some muscle and some hot bitches with those muscles…

I don’t believe my self some days back I was like a book worm reading always and go out only to fuck some one at their place. Now I have changed completely regular parties, orgies and home parties(thanks to Bangalore police).Not only this things even more gossiping, bitching and flirting….

I never believed in love(So called gay love)but I think I loved that guy D. He was not my type and I don’t know whats my type.My friends knows my type better than me. I should thank G4M for that,which give a chance to meet so many good friend and even good quality sex. I met him through G4M.he has a lovely voice which made me to cancel my meetingto meet him.I met him at a book store where he wanted to meet me. I reached there before 5 minutes and waiting for him. As usual I was searching for some book for the weekend. After reached there he called me and I just about to receive it. He came near to me and said “Hi”. He was more beautiful than the pic he sent.

He took me to his home where he was staying alone. But there was a visitor at his home. Actually I planned for a fuck then leave his place. But again his voice made me to spend night at his place. He made his visitor to sleep on sofa in the hall and we occupied bed room. I just liked his hospitality he cooked food for me and was really caring.We had fun thats what he used to say always. I make love not fun…

As he is alone I use to meet him regularly. We never went out always he use to cook at his place and we use to have food at this place itself with all that feed and other stuff.It was all good but he always want to meet my friends and want to introduced as top friend of mine..and all why other friends know that I am top meet only bottoms.

When I told abot him to B.He was happy and surprised that I am in love with someone.Who refuse to accepted his love and told that I don’t believe in love.I don’t know what he was when I am this “ D”, he was nice loving taking all the non sense showing his album talk abot his mom,brother and his childhood things.some time demanding want to meet everyday.If I refuse then giving missed called or messages saying I don’t love and I use his only I require sex..

Finally I made my mind to convey my love to him even though I know that he is dating someone.But felt that its too early. One day as usual we fix a date meet on Saturday for breakfast then carry on with thing how it goes for whole day.I went to his place around 11 in the morning.when I rang the bell he opened the door and said “hi”.After reaching in he was horning I know he usually likes morning sex..we had nice time then we where started our usual thing chatting or log into yahoo messenger and fooling people. Suddenly he just told he has some surprise for me.Then loged into his e-mail id and opened some mail which was received from his brother.Those were marriage profiles for his marriage.After going through all the profile he given his Laptop to me and told me to select a girl to me.I felt like WTF.I was dump for a 2 minutes and left the place immediately.Till today I don’t know what his intention was?after a 3 month we from UK he sent a message asking any contact there?

Even today I go through his messages and mails he sent still couldn’t understand him.But over all he was a nice bottom sorry friends he is nice top for outside world…….

Many things to write abot bangalore’s first gay film festival and my first Page 3 photo in DNA.

But busy write now and waiting for Gay pride Parade in month end……

Avargal

after a long time i watched a movie.I am a very big fan of K balachander.I was trying to watch Avargal for long time.Now i got a chance to watch..

Avargal (literally, 'Those People') is a 1977 Tamil film made by [K. Balachander] starring Sujatha, Kamal Hassan and Rajnikanth. The film had a reputation of being one of most sensitive movies on women’s lib. Kamal Hassan is supposed to have learnt the art of ventriloquism in order to portray his character perfectly.

The movie revolves around the trials and tribulations of Anu (Sujatha). Anu is a happy-go-lucky girl head-over-heels in love with her boyfriend. Her life changes when her father gets transferred to Mumbai (then Bombay). Her love life falls apart as her boy friend doesn’t respond to any of her letters. In addition, her father becomes seriously ill. Her father’s office colleague, Ramanthan (Rajnikanth), becomes a great source of strength for her in these tough times. Soon, he asks for her hand in marriage. She accepts gratefully, and confesses that she had a boyfriend, who has seemingly forgotten her.
However, she soon realizes the truth about Ramanathan. He is a sadistic and jealous husband, who tortures her no end and, not unsurprisingly, she opts for a divorce. As a divorced woman, with an infant in her hands, she lands in Chennai (Madras) to take up a new job and start a new life.
Her life takes a turn for the better in Chennai as she has a very supportive friend-group in her office, particularly a widower, Janardhan (Kamal Hassan). Janardhan, or Johnnie as he is popularly called, is a talented ventriloquist who “talks” through his puppet, Junior. He falls in love with Anu, but is unable to muster up the courage to tell her about it.
In an interesting cinematic twist, her ex-husband’s mother discovers her presence in the city and takes up a job as a maid in her house.
Anu also stumbles upon her old lover in Chennai and discovers that her letters to him never reached as they were intercepted by his mentally-challenged sister. Soon, Anu renews her relationship with her old love and life seems to be looking up for her. But the ghosts of the past continue to haunt her. Ramanathan comes to Chennai in the role of her boss – a contrite and repentant Ramanathan, who now wants to re-marry Anu and redress the wrongs he had done. The situation becomes piquant with 3 men vying for Anu – her ex-love, her ex-husband and a silent lover lurking on the sidelines. Which way will Anu go? K. Balachander takes the movie to its logical, yet completely radical and unexpected.

Sujatha and kamal hasan are too good in acting

gr8 movie soon i am going to watch any other KB's work

after long gap

I am writing here after a long gap.in this long time met many people.i tell u only three people in that.

1.Chamal:-met him on net.Met many time but had sex twice .I really don't know what he need but we did something.Even i met him for drink and dinner too.Nice guy but he drinks more.And also date many people.fuck him.

2.Bernad:-a West indies he afraid of people met him.he is a good guy .loves people had good time with him.

3.Philipines:-i dont know how i agree to date him .But he nice chap and good teaser.

catch u soon with other details.now a days i feel very disturbed i don't know why......

I met a old date mate in a park while jogging.I sat next to that person and asked some question.its a routine questions.He answered those.I met this person many time in past 6 month and this person was good all the time more than love and friend .But today behaved like a unknown person.After sitting for a half an hour and was plugged his ear phone and didn't cared about me.Finaly asked had ur dinner i told yes and asked had you?.that person didn't answered my question and just left the not even telling bye.Then went out of park and stood there like peeing then went little far and wished a person who was sitting opposite to our chair.I was shocked seeing this.What all about this .Is this life to live like dogs? .Fucking every one whom we see.Oh my god i had totally broken.Whole night spend thinking about this.Now finally decided not to meeting anymore people.If i do this again and again i will kill my self........



If anyone reading this pease tell ur views

Hotel Rwanda

I met a friend after along time.He was a good old friend.Whenever i meet him then i will get some suprise.Also he use suggest some good book or movie.This time he gave me a movie called hotel rwanda a four years old movie.which is about a Rwandan Genocide.

It was a new subject to me.I have seen many riots i can name as Gujarat,Mumbai and kaveri.But when i inserted Disc in VCD drive in my home every started remove after some movement they started watching.And they all started giving me lesson about world history.

Story of movie around a guy called Paul Rusesabagina and his escape from Rwanda.Its about a riot about two tribes in Rwanda.Which is created by Europeans .The Rwandan Genocide started on April 6, 1994 as the Hutu-led Interahamwe began to slaughter the Tutsi population. Though Rusesabagina was of mixed heritage—his father was Hutu and his mother Tutsi—he was relatively safe from the Interahamwe due to his prior work as a diplomat and business connections with important Hutu military leaders. These notwithstanding, his wife Tatiana was a Tutsi, and their children were considered mixed, so he could not escape the war zone with his family without outside help. However, no foreign aid came from the United Nations or its more powerful Western member states until over 900,000 Rwandans had been murdered.
When the violence broke out, Rusesabagina brought his family to the Mille Collines for safety. As other managers departed, Rusesabagina phoned Sabena and secured a letter appointing him the acting general manager of the Mille Collines. Despite some difficulty in getting the staff to accept his authority, he was able to use his position to shelter orphans and other refugees who came to the hotel. His neighbours had moved into his house for safety reasons, though Rusesabagina didn't even own a gun. For protection against bombs and grenades they put mattresses against the windows. He described the hardships they faced, which included having to drink the water from the hotel's swimming pool. Murderous Hutu militia threatened to enter the Mille Collines, so Rusesabagina made sure his wife and children could flee in a truck past the militia road blocks. The truck would drive to Kigali airport so they could flee to another country. He himself remained in the hotel because the refugees needed him. Rusesabagina and his wife discussed this decision for hours, because he had promised her he would never leave her in this situation. Rusesabagina wanted to stay however, fearing the remaining refugees would be killed and feeling that he would never be able to forgive himself.
The truck was forced to return to the hotel, never having reached the airport. Everybody in the truck, including Tatiana and the children, had been beaten. Tatiana was a specific target for the beatings because she was the wife of the manager of the Mille Collines; the Hutu militia knew she and her children were in the truck owing to radio messages sent out by presenter Georges Ruggiu. Ruggiu was a Belgian who together with other presenters on the station urged the Hutu population to kill all the Tutsis. Ruggiu called Rusesabagina's family "cockroaches who were fleeing, but would return later to kill all the Hutus".
Tatiana's mother, brother and sister-in-law, along with 6 nieces/nephews, died in the genocide. Her father paid to be executed so he would not die a more painful death:
We all knew we would die, no question. The only question was: how? Would they chop us in pieces? With their machetes they would cut your left hand off. Then they would disappear and reappear a few hours later to cut off your right hand. A little later they would return for your left leg, etc.—they went on till you died. They wanted to make you suffer as long as possible. There was one alternative: you could pay soldiers so they would just shoot you. That's what her [Tatiana's] father did.
—Paul Rusesabagina in Humo, nr. 3365, March 1, 2005
Rusesabagina, his wife, children and the refugees eventually managed to escape to Tanzania, thanks to the RPF. After staying in Rwanda for two more years, Rusesabagina applied for asylum in Belgium and moved to Brussels in 1996 after receiving credible threats on his life.

Here given more than film from net.In this film directed handled subject very good way.I liked three character in the film.one is Paul second Madam Archar and Paul's wife.

overall film is good

Funny guy

yeah finally today i finished the book funny guy.It was a really good book and was first gay love book i read in my life.first i thought what it will be.After reading that ,i thought it is a story of my own.Somewhere i found me in Arjun.It is a nice book talks about both Arjun and the situation in srilanka in mid 80's.And the problem which was faced by all gays.I liked the character Shehas.Really nice and cute guy.Its a nice story about gays all gays should ready once in their life

Day 3

Yes finally here i am to tell my third week happenings.This year christmas was not that much intresting.Weekend was every bad attended a class after that I went my fovorite park and met a nice and very intresting person.I tell that some other day.

On 25th I met Ratnam.We gave me book called Funny Guy written by Shyam Selvadurai.Story was about a Srilankan tamil boy who prefers to dress like girl rather on playing cricket and how he attract to men.And he completly becomes a homesexul guy,Author made good work which i was changed my mind about srilanka.Was really emotional and touching.I like that book.

Ok catch u later with more words next time